In the morning, I wake up, although I haven´t sleep almost not at all. School. Hearing anything, concentrate on nothing. Just, can´t do it. Home. Call. "Maybe". Hope, waiting, disappointment, sadness, depression. Going to sleep early. Call after call. Just can´t be without it, even thought I want it, but I just can´t. Try do fall asleep. Vainly.
I hate myself. Like.. fool, ugly, disgusting and so on... He want´s to be alone. I can´t deal with that. Right now I´m heating that I´m 100% extravert. I used to proud of that. But now, I just can´t let him to be the way he want´s to be...
It's always you in my big dreams. And you don´t wanna be here in the future. So you say the presants just a pleasant, interuption to the past. And you don´t wanna look much closer, cause you are afriad to find out all this hope. You had sent into the sky by now had crashed and it did because of me. And if I hurt you then i´m sorry, please don´t think that this was easy. I was thinking, what i was thinking? We've been drinking and it dosn´t get me anywhere.. My konstantine came walking down the stairs and all that i could do was touch his long blond hair. And ive been thinking.. But it hurts me thinking, that these nights when we were drinking.. No they never got us anywhere, no.. I´ts to dying in another´s arms and why i had to try it. And if this is what it takes, just to lye with my mistakes. And live with what i did to you, all the hell i put you through
This is to a boy, who got into my head with all the pretty things he did. Hey, ya know, you keep me up in bed. This is to a boy, who got into my head with all these fucked up things I did. Hey, maybe baby you could keep me up in bed? My konstanine. Did you know i missed you? Did you know i missed you? Did u know i missed you? i miss you..
I hate myself. Like.. fool, ugly, disgusting and so on... He want´s to be alone. I can´t deal with that. Right now I´m heating that I´m 100% extravert. I used to proud of that. But now, I just can´t let him to be the way he want´s to be...
It's always you in my big dreams. And you don´t wanna be here in the future. So you say the presants just a pleasant, interuption to the past. And you don´t wanna look much closer, cause you are afriad to find out all this hope. You had sent into the sky by now had crashed and it did because of me. And if I hurt you then i´m sorry, please don´t think that this was easy. I was thinking, what i was thinking? We've been drinking and it dosn´t get me anywhere.. My konstantine came walking down the stairs and all that i could do was touch his long blond hair. And ive been thinking.. But it hurts me thinking, that these nights when we were drinking.. No they never got us anywhere, no.. I´ts to dying in another´s arms and why i had to try it. And if this is what it takes, just to lye with my mistakes. And live with what i did to you, all the hell i put you through
This is to a boy, who got into my head with all the pretty things he did. Hey, ya know, you keep me up in bed. This is to a boy, who got into my head with all these fucked up things I did. Hey, maybe baby you could keep me up in bed? My konstanine. Did you know i missed you? Did you know i missed you? Did u know i missed you? i miss you..
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